Two survivors of a cult which got worldwide attention in recent years have started a podcast called A Little Bit Culty, hoping to help other people learn from their experience.
Vancouver couple Sarah Edmondson and Anthony 乌鸦传媒淣ippy乌鸦传媒� Ames were members of NXIVM, which from the fringes seemed like a personal development program. It had leadership training, mentoring opportunities and a very charismatic leader.
It took them 12 years to hit a breaking point, when Edmondson was branded with what they later learned was the initials of that charismatic leader Keith Raniere. That incident brought all their doubts and questions to a head, and they left the cult in 2017.
NXIVM founder Keith Raniere was sentenced by a New York federal court in October 2020 to 120 years in jail for racketeering, sex trafficking and more. Several members of his inner circle were also convicted.
Edmondson and Ames told Black Press Media they didn乌鸦传媒檛 know any of the criminal abuse that was going on at the top; they thought NXIVM was a personal development program, albeit with some admittedly unconventional methods. It乌鸦传媒檚 since been called a sex-cult.
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Their podcast is grounded in what they乌鸦传媒檝e learned since leaving the cult through the help of therapists who have put a language to what happened. Some episodes will feature experts, others will interview survivors and some delve into the curriculum of NXIVM乌鸦传媒檚 Executive Success Programs to examine what teachings drew them in and where things got 乌鸦传媒渃ulty.乌鸦传媒�
The pair, now parents of two, have spent years 乌鸦传媒渄e-programming乌鸦传媒� their minds, and processing various reactions of shame, embarrassment and rage.
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While they didn乌鸦传媒檛 know Raniere乌鸦传媒檚 abusive side, they were close friends with some who did and lied about who Raniere was.
That deception is the first red flag Ames thinks of when he乌鸦传媒檚 asked how to identify a destructive cult.
Not all cults are destructive, but many are designed to abuse power.
乌鸦传媒淭hat was the joke, we were like, yeah we乌鸦传媒檙e in a cult, but were helping people. We were aware of the weird stuff, and we just thought it was funny and ridiculous. We didn乌鸦传媒檛 know that the people closest to Keith were getting abused in the way they were,乌鸦传媒� Ames said.
Their split with NXIVM came gradually. Ames felt the mission to bring joy to the world wasn乌鸦传媒檛 working. Morale was low, and the monthly training sessions weren乌鸦传媒檛 having the same reach.
The decision to leave culminated in a ceremony where Edmondson and other recruits to a secret sisterhood were branded with Raniere乌鸦传媒檚 initials. They didn乌鸦传媒檛 know it was his initials, or that it would be a brand instead of a type of bonding tattoo.
乌鸦传媒淭here is no word to describe my rage,乌鸦传媒� she said.
Since coming forward about being in NXIVM, the couple were interviewed on The Vow, an HBO documentary about the cult, and were involved in court cases that got Raniere and other top leaders behind bars.
They receive inquiries almost daily from people who think they may be in a cult. Some key indicators, the couple said, include if a person can leave the group without being harassed or hurt, if they can question the leader and their transparency.
To anyone concerned about a loved one who might be in a destructive cult, they say to approach with respect, curiosity and lots of questions.
乌鸦传媒淪ay, I乌鸦传媒檝e seen these allegations, tell me about them. Like, how is that for you? What do you think about it? Is any of it true? What would you do if it was true? Stuff like that,乌鸦传媒� Edmondson said.
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