It was shocking new for and her University of North Dakota Fighting Hawks teammates when the womenѻýs program was cut.
The day before it actually happened in late March, MacMillan, a product of the Okanagan Hockey Academy, said a podcast had broadcasted that the cut was happening, but the players thought maybe it wasnѻýt true.
ѻýThe Wednesday we got cut, we all got tense and nobody wanted to skate,ѻý said MacMillan, now months later. ѻýWe were all pretty worried about it. No one was really uncomfortable because the coaches hadnѻýt said anything to us.ѻý
After practice ended they went into their locker room and picked up their phones which had erupted with text messages and social media posts that the program was getting cut. People messaged them to apologize about the news.
ѻýWe had not heard yet. Coaches had a meeting to speak with the athletic director,ѻý she said.
The coaches told the players it didnѻýt look good as the same happened to baseball and golf, which was cut the year before.
ѻýI donѻýt know if you can prepare yourself, but there was a lot of emotions going on,ѻý said MacMillan.
MacMillan said last season was awesome for her as she played with a team that was unreal.
ѻýI probably never played with a group of girls that was that close. Everyone genuinely got along with each other.ѻý
That environment helped her become a better person and player. That lone season in the National Collegiate Athletic Association (NCAA) was an adjustment for the 5-9 forward. High school hockey is different from college, especially playing with women up to five years older. MacMillan lucked out as she put it getting a lot of playing time as a freshman. There were other rookies who struggled and didnѻýt receive as much ice time. MacMillan had her games where she didnѻýt play a lot either.
ѻýIt was weird going from a first-line player to trying to fill a different role,ѻý she said. I definitely think I developed as player.ѻý
Her speed is better as she had to adapt to a quicker game. Her hockey sense also got better because she learned she had to do things a second quicker.
Since then, things have moved forward in a positive direction for her.
In a few weeks MacMillan will leave Penticton for the nations capital, where she will play in U Sports for the Ottawa Gee-Gees for four years. She considered other NCAA programs, but returning to Canada she gets an extra year of hockey. MacMillan doesnѻýt believe she will continue playing hockey once her career with the GeeGees is over. MacMillan is excited for the next chapter in her hockey career and living in Ottawa.
ѻýMy past coaches said that they could see me fitting in that program,ѻý said MacMillan, who studied pre-science at UND. ѻýSome of the girls in Ottawa have reached out to me and welcomed me. Them reaching out to me, when I havenѻýt been there yet or met them, itѻýs really nice to feel welcomed already.ѻý